See my DP...even setsuna got dressed as a nekkid mummy xD oh graham you pervert xD

Sooooo I know like 5 people watch my LJ but xD oh well...

1.  Ludwig is kicking my butt right now T_T

I swear i've kicked this cosplay so much over the last couple of days.  Mainly because Goku Sotsu Kun and Ludwig (aka Germany) have the same stupid coat but with tweeks...>_____> I was trying to be cheap and it cost me a few gray hairs OTL;;;; and I'm not done yet 8D *shoots self*

2.  Somehow I ended up agree to making a gay speed racer

My gay friend asked me to make a super gay speed racer outfit for him for halloween and I couldn't say no xD OTL...so now I'm making a skin tight blue shirt with short shorts instead of the white pants he wears T_T he killed speed race OTL;;;;

3.  Movingggggggg 8D

That's right I'm going to Seattle >3> in Jan hopefully...will miss my family but i hate houston with a passion and I need to get out of here before i go insano D8!!!

4.  I miss England

and all these silly fish and chips mates I had T_T but ah it's so nice to be a civilian again xD

5.  Kyle Broflovski

I can't wait to make his outfit...comfortable cosplay clothes in winter time FTW!!!! xD

6.  Serger

I NEED one...it's a must...I need to start saving for it...

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A NICE HALLOWEEN!!!! ONI CON IN THREE DAYS *dies*




 

 I've finally came to the crossroads in my life.

I'm stuck in such a shitty job for now.  I keep telling myself: hey it's better than being unemployed and sure it pays for bills.  But I'm so miserable that is not even funny (You're right it's wasn't funny xD).

Obviously I have an expensive hobby, one that I can't afford to NOT have a job...but sometimes...I dread going to work...like I absolutely hate it.  I hate the prospect of having to serve to every fat american's wants and sometimes not even get shit for it.  I'm basically there for charity, god I hate it.

It's so hard for me to be super friendly when all I want to do is throw the plate in their faces -.-

The thing is that I don't have the luxury of quitting, I have bills to pay and it sucks to be stuck in something you absolutely hate.  

Hate is a strong word, but that is all it comes to mind when I think about this job.

There is like nothing here going for me, nothing to look forward to the weekends and I hate feeling this lonely 

bah...

Emo journal is emo >_>

 So yeah I finally got myself an LJ account, mainly because I chose to do all my emoing here xD instead of DA...since that's for ART.  

I have named my drama llama tina...after the llama of napoleon dynamite.  She likes ham (also known as drama)...so when I refer to tina and ham, you know what I'm talking about xD

ONE MONTH and I'm outta england...bye bye to the fish and chips...it's going to suck.  I've made so many good friends here, I'm going to miss them all.  At the expo I almost cried when I said goodbye to some of them.  But then I look at the bright side that I'm going to go home for christmas...it will be the first christmas celebrated in 6 years =) I'm looking forward to it.  I get to see my family again...and ONI-CON...my first small US con.  Should be fun...AND WINTER...so nice =3

I'm still battling whether or not to take my stuff home.  Props like the Allen sword and the mukuro trident I think will be given to other people...because honestly there is no way that they'll make it to the states in one piece. 

I'm also thinking of moving to Seattle?  Why Seattle?  Well mainly because I can move wherever the hell I want as I have no strings attached.  Secondly, because I want to live up North in a big city.  Thirdly, because looking at the job market...it's rather full of jobs.  Fourthly, because the cosplay scene is suppose to be nicely populated there.  Fifthly, because my cousin is moving close to canada.  Sixthly, because I like being cold rather than hot.

Also I'm trying to brainstorm about Sakura-con cosplays but honestly nothing comes to mind right now.  Maybe I need to get into new animes...but I can tell you there will be some KHR 8D in there somewhere.  Like...I don't know...TYL mukuro AGAIN.  Or if Amano ever makes my wish come true...millefiore mukuro xD white spell uniform...yummm...it will make my 10069 shipping go off the roof.  Here is for hoping!